Ben Drowned x oddball readerYou were coming home from school like any other day, just the same old same old. You then proceeded to your room, as you walked into your room you droped your bag to the floor and jumped on your bed, whipping out your mobile device you then immediately check all your social networking sites, same as usual. After about an hour of checking messages and talking to a close friend you let out a dramatic sigh and rolled around on your bed. You read the clock, it said 6.00 pm. You let out another sigh, you were absolutely bored, you considered reading some creepypasta but decided not to. Then a tbought hit you ' I'll just go on cleverbot ' smiling to yourself, you searched up cleverbot.ConversationUser: HiCleverbot: HelloUser: I'm boredCleverbot: What is your name?User: (Y/N)Cleverbot: How old are you?User: (Y/A)Cleverbot: OkThen out of nowhere you decided to talk about Ben one of your favorite creepypastas.User: Do you know Ben Drowned?Cleverbot: YesUser: He's pretty awesome huh
Good enoughTry try tryAll I ever do is tryBut it fees like you don't careWill I ever be good enough?Will I ever meet your standards?Will I ever succeed?Yeah you have high hopes for meI get good gradesAnd yet I still feel like I'm not good enoughYou say I'm gonna graduate high schoolAnd say I'm gonna graduate collegeBut what if I don'tWill you be ashamed of meCast me to the sideForget about meI feel like you're trying to run my lifeTo control me like a puppetBut i just wanna be...Me
All for LOne by one they fallI see the names of them allPin them against a wallPlay with them just like a dollMaul them with these handsThey all fit into my plansAll just for my L
A DreamLast night I was a dreamerI had a dreamThat I was looking for youI was near my old apartmentWhere so many memories were madeBack when I was innocentI wandered to our schoolLonging to see youNot out of loveBut instead curiousityI went searching for youIn the crowds of kidsBut when I asked for youThey just stared at me and laughedSoon my mother cameI then felt a feeling of restrictionLike my chest was being pressed againstI tried to runI called for youcalling out your nameover and overI felt like a prisonerWith a ball and chainAllowed no freedomThen I felt the chain being pulledPulling me back to realityThen I awokeI awoke thinking of youThinking how I can never see youBecuase of my ball and chain.